i am lost .
i nearly lost everyone today .
zul . dh xcontact snce smalam had a terrible fight .
wann . de aggp ak tpu dea snce ak trslh ckp ry tuu . mmg slh ak cz ak x bg prhatiann time pe dye ckp . hmm .act , ak xley bg prhatiann time call ble ak kt blik n adk ak dh nk tdo n ble my parents r there.just can't !
n this thing went worse until now. xtw nk wt pe dh skrgg .
ayie ? don't knoe . hope dea okayy .btw . he still glad bout m'sia winn in da game ysterdayy .
but zul ?
can't think of it . well ,ak xpnh tgk dea ckp ngn ak sekasarr tuu . dat was da 1st n maybe da last kteorgg mmbe . i love him for most when he become my friendd . but not as my lover. maybe akak dea btol . dea prlukann sumone yg bleyy fahamm dea. n maybe org tuu bukann ak .
in fact , act . ak dh start syg wann more juz any boyfriends i ever had !
ak taww n ak ne caye kt dea yg mgkinn dea ley jge ak n be da best for me .
lg unn , bcz of him also now i can 4get bout arowl . arowl is no one for me rite now .
but noww , i jz hope this could end ASAP !
